What are words...

Maybe it's a bit too late for me to know this thing... I just so touched when i heard "What are words.." song, by Chris Medina. When i know the story behind that song, which is for his girlfriend actually. She had a brain injury because of car accident....

What are words, if you really don't mean them when you say them ?
What are words, if they're only for good times, then they don't?


What is love, if you really don't mean them when you say them ?
What is love, if they're only for good times, then they don't?

Sunday Talk

I just got home from spending this day with Hun. We talk a lot today. Maybe it was not really nice talk. But i think (and i hope) it was constructive and educative for both of us and this relationship. We were talking about something serious, and one of the serious one is something that Hun like to joke me about.

I don't like when Hun joke around about that things to me. And  i complain to him about that. We talked a lot and Hun tell me his view, and also so do i. I feel very relieved after that. And unexpectedly, when Hun keep jokes me that things, i feel.....fine!! I don't feel bad things in my minds, but just take that as a real jokes too. Haha..

Thank you my Hun for being so nice to me. For want to ask what i feel and try to understand it. I always said that you were so rude, always do what you want without care my feeling, and so on. But actually, i know you do care for me, even you are not sensitive people, you care with me, doing that with your own way. Thank you for take me to Atom and pick me up there yesterday, within your busy and tiring day.

As a human, maybe we always do that (like you said), that people's wrongs will always be remembered. But people's right get forgotten easily. o_O..
Sorry for that prut... I hope i can always do my best for you. Cos i really want to get together with you for my future..

... a Story...

Trust you, means i don't want to remember anymore about your pasts, nor to feel hurt or sad anymore about that, nor complaining to you , or even have a lil worry in my heart.

But, to leave your past and my past behind, and step forward..... .together we travel our life journey... create  our own love story... fill it with ups and downs inside.... And one day, we look behind, and be grateful for those precious story....

*love*

Love is...

Love is about creating a story together. It may have a plain, nice, sad, emotional, caring, hated, and whatever it may come.. Love is not always about being happy and in perfect condition. It also about being at the most critical point condition. But how you solve your problems together and how both of u try to understand each other...
That"s you called it love-story....

Lazy Sunday

I had a nice weekend with Hun last week. The nicest thing is just because we had a lazy sunday.  Lazy sunday is a nickname we used to do in sunday. Sometimes we called it :unproductive day. Well, it is really unproductive.

We spent the whole day with sleeping till a lil noon. Then we used to cook some food and we have breakfast. I like when we cook American Breakfast, with Hun's scrambled egg is very dekicious. Finish eating, maybe we watched a movie at home, and then back sleeping again...till evening. After that, maybe we go out with some friends to have a food for dinner.

What a day ! I like lazy sunday. More over, i like spending my whole day with you, Hun !  Gotta work again tomorrow.. ... sooo lazy..

Bali Marathon 2012

I really wanted to write this post so longgg time ago... but i'm so lazy to do that. However, i'm gonna write it down now. The longer i delay to write it down, the shorter the story i'll write. Cos, i might be forget what happenned that time.

At March 2012, i saw a campaign about Bali Marathon in internet, newspaper and some billboards. I never participate at any kind of this events, so i have no idea how big the event is. I just feel so excited to participate, and dreaming about being healthy!! Eventhough i've never do exercise running for about 4 years lately !! I was thinking that the event must be great, must be international event, it's so nice to do running with sooo many people, and it held in my own country. So, why not i participate this time?

So, i ask my friends to join me. But only one who want to join. Then, we are 2 girls only fly to Bali for 4days 3 nights. Like an escape within our busy and working time in Surabaya. This time i had a nice culinary trip too, because we have a friend in Bali who take care of us when we're there. She took us to nice and cheap food stall, but so delicious !

The event took time at Sunday, April 22th 2012. We came to Bali at saturday. There is no special intention for me to win this. I just want to have fun. And it really fun!
There are 4 main categories for adult at this event. Full marathon (42km), Half marathon (21km), 10km, and Relay marathon. We took the lowest class, 10km. At first, we are afraid, how far is it? How if we can't get finished till the end? And so on.

Then, the big day is coming ! There were a bus pick-up waiting for us at Musro, Kuta at 3 AM. Its place located at Bali Safari and Marine Park, Gianyar, Bali, which needs about 1-2 hours to get there.
Our category, 10km, started at 6AM. And... we were sooooo nervous.

It was a very huge event....with total participants approx. 10.000 people.....and there are from all around the world..... The place is in the main road of Gianyar Bypass, till the Safari Jungle area.......and it's soooo huge...
I was so amazed that time, with the number of the participants. Maybe 60% are foreigner....

So........the race started...
There are a sign for every 1km on the side of the running track. I am running full power at the first and second km.....then..... the third, i'm exhausted....sooo much... That time, i think i'm gonna die. Cos i have to finish the next 7-8 kms, which i thinked i can't.
But there are so many people running together with us, just like a spirit pump for me. So, i keep going, i am trying to keep walking, keep walking faster, and keep running.....
The check point at 5km became a turning point for me. I have another spirit that I CAN.

And at last, i really finish.... Maybe it just 10km, and not even at the top finisher, but i am proud with myself. Just like the campaign : Push Your Limit ! And it's definitely true.

Push Your Limit, and YOU CAN too !!

Trust

It's not easy to always see her in front of me. While my mind can always going crazy thinking this and that. I started to be used to, or maybe i learnt to be used to, is the exact word to describe.

I am struggling, sometimes not feeling comfortable too. But i have to conquer myself, esp. my too much thinking brain.

Just believe love. Believe my trust on you. It built already since she came recently. Just like the same trust to you that i had when i get close to you at the first time.

Trust you means have a faith on you. And will never give up with you, never lose you. I believe in you.

I love you...

TED-dy

I had a very nice weekend with you, Hun.. Thanks for waking me up today with your call. That was very very rare! Haha.. Then we had a nice dimsum breakfast. It always being what we want but we never done before. Next is we aregoing to watch TED and eat some yogurt ice cream.

The very last perfect weekend is i sleep very tight just when we watched movie in home. I like to sleep while you are awake beside me watching movie or doing your things. Don't know why, just like it. Feels safe... *kiss*

Writing this "Room"

Wow.. I just take a look, and realized that my blog is already lasts than 1 year and i still writing on it. I think it's nice to write down what happenned in my life and what am i thinking. It releases stresses, it brings memory, and somehow it makes you more "thinking" cooling down some problems, can see from the other view.

Maybe last month, i knew a very nice blog, named hj-story.com. That blog is dedicated to the author's wife.. how sweet... :D... however, i think my blog somehow is fully written about my Hun. Haha.. I want to make a travel and thinking blog, before. But my travelling time was not so often too, and it turns out to write down about my life, esp. with my Hun.

I think, i should named this blog. Hj-story just made me realized that i wrote a lot about my Hun too and i should keep going writing.
Let me keep writing !