久的不去，新的不来 ~ New Start..

久的不去，新的不来 (Jiu De Bu Qu, Xin De Bu Lai). These words are chinese words means : If the old one not go away, there will be no chanche the new one to come in.

I think that is very make sense actually.
I'm on the moving on proccess, and i feel it's so wonderful. I mean, in these times, i can see my world from different views. I can see some new people with different views too.

I met a guy. He is a lil bit big and fat. Handsome? Hmm, i gave him 7 out of 10 la. But, he is nice. He likes to haha-hihi everywhere. Maybe people see him like a party people (and he is actually!!), but deep inside he was kind of thinker person. He was kind of survival in life i think. And i appreciate that.

I see him clearly again. Well, what's his special among the other guy? Hmm.. Not so can found any answer. But somehow, i just feel click with him. Feels like trustable and reliable.
Then, what do you think? Go on .. or... not?

Sometimes, we need third people to view things from another views.......and sometimes not....

Bye-bye Song

Yen-J 嚴爵 Yan Jue New Album 2011- A Good Things  好的事情 Hao De Shi Qing


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5lB7z9J1G6A&feature=player_embedded
休  息 是  为  了 走  更   长    的 路
xiū xi shì wèi le zǒu gèng cháng de lù
你 就  是  我 的 旅 途
nǐ jiù shì wǒ de lǚ tú
都  是  因  为  你   我 一 直  漫  步
dōu shì yīn wèi nǐ   wǒ yì zhí màn bù
想    要  跟  你 一 起 走  到  最  后
xiǎng yào gēn nǐ yì qǐ zǒu dào zuì hòu
但  我 遗 失  了 地 图
dàn wǒ yí shī le dì tú
谁   给  谁   束  缚   谁   比 谁   辛  苦
shuí gěi shuí shù fù   shuí bǐ shuí xīn kǔ
爱 到  深   处  才  会  领   悟
ài dào shēn chù cái huì lǐng wù

好  的 事  情     最  后  虽  然  结  束
hǎo de shì qíng   zuì hòu suī rán jié shù
感  动   十  分    就  有  十  分  满  足
gǎn dòng shí fēn   jiù yǒu shí fēn mǎn zú
谢  谢  你   是  你 陪  我 走  过  那 些  路
xiè xiè nǐ   shì nǐ péi wǒ zǒu guò nà xiē lù
痛     是  以 后  无 法 再  给  你 幸   福
tòng   shì yǐ hòu wú fǎ zài gěi nǐ xìng fú

好  的 事  情     也 许 能   够  重    复
hǎo de shì qíng   yé xǔ néng gòu chóng fù
感  动   时  分    就  算   纷  纷  模 糊
gǎn dòng shí fēn   jiù suàn fēn fēn mó hu
不 要  哭   至  少   你 和 我 记 得 很  清   楚
bú yào kū   zhì shǎo nǐ hé wǒ jì dé hěn qīng chu
爱   是  为  彼 此 祝  福
ài   shì wéi bí cǐ zhù fú


When you stay alone, somehow your brain will always think and think. Endless think.. Yesterday, i finally realized that me and my-ndut is already done. Over.
I need to move on. I can't stay foolish like this always and anymore.
Then, i say to myself to wake-up now. I go write some BBM to him, tell what i'm feelin that time.
We spoke nicely, finish it all clearly, and just save some moments in our deepest heart.

I heard this song, and i think it represent what i'm feeling to you.
Then, You and i, both of us, let us find our happiness with our own way
Wish u all the best, ndut :)

I close this page in my book already, start now... n i'm ready for my next chapter..

My First Jackpot

Last sunday, i was really really in the crazy mood to do something crazy. Just because i'm so up and down :'( (Till now actually i'm still so up and down.. hikss), and i really need something to explode it. Then, when time goes to 22.30, one of my close friend ask me wheter i want to go out to some place for have some snacks or what. But, at last we go to the club. Haha.

You know, this time was the really first time i got so drunk~!! Drunk here, i mean i can't even remember what did i do for the range time between when i got so drunk till i go home, and the next day i completely forgot, really!! But, that's feels nice. Awesome. Haha. One thing not fun is the next day, i had so so much headache.. :s which is i have to go work till 5pm. Can you imagine how crazy i am for the whole day?

But, its absolutely nice try to explode sometimes ;D.. my 2 friends accompany me there, became my bodyguard haha, since i was very messy and make all things messy!! They said, i kept dancing all night (and i even don't remember anyhing x-x), i always bumped my self to the wall, table, etc and also keep keep drinking.. woaa..

Well, nice time. Maybe i need again next weekend. I'm kinda crazy soooo right now :s