Everytime we quarrel n fight about some things, I get know you better and better. And I thanks God for that. Eventhough I know I had my stupid mouth. Well, Sometimes it's make us going down, or sometimes it's going up. Sometimes I am afraid, sometimes I become trust you more. But later I learnt so many precious lessons from it, and I want to understand you more n more.....
But, sometimes i'm tired. Tired of our fighting. Tired of trying to understand you more, while i think you don't understand me. We had some difference in our thoughts about "love" concept. And somehow i get afraid and feeling unsecure, when i know about your thinking, eventhough maybe that's the fact.
When you share to me about your friend's lovestory, which is 'not so serious to a woman then after some stupid things they became serious' and you said that's just a story you wanna share. Eventhough i don't want, i may think that you-are-like-that. Then you said that you are slower than me to make sure about your feelings and our relationship. Well, i know that thing actually so damn common and real. But, when i think more about that, i just can't really accept that.
At last, I keep encourage myself and keep learn more and more because i want this thing works. I know, To make it works, it all needs effort and commitment.. I don't know how deep you are to me, but i do as much as i can do.. I try my best and i don't expect much from you.. So that i won't be so disappointed..
I love you, and i want to love you...
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