Midnight Talking

I'd just realized that world now a days is so much different with when i was a kid. I used to play and doing things manually. Even there are no handphone, computer, or anything else, i still can live happily and i am not suffer anything. But people now a days can't live without electronic and gadgets. Including me too now. Haha..

But my lappie just broken.... :'( I'm sad, but not that sad so much.
Well, i just realized that so many things i do is really need gadgets. Like email, data storage,photo editing, checking my trading, checking bank's account data, and of course writing this post. hehe..

I bought my lappie 2 years ago, and  i used it very carefully, sometimes even rarely used. How can it broken? Still can't believe. Not just because the money value, but i really like my lappie, esp its design and color. It has white color with combinatin of black inside.

The worst thing of the broken part is probably motherboard which stick together with the processor. And it costs so expensive to repair it. So i just put down my laptop for now. Doing my computer stuff with office computer and sometimes g-tab. I am writing now using my g-tab. Poor me that i just bought new galaxy tab, and 1 month later my lappie is broken :'( . Hope i can repair it soon.

Btw, i miss this time when i am writing this post. Is when i awake at midnight listen some musics, esp radio (WHICH IS I AM SO RARE to do that now - since blackberry can't play radio, my car's radio is broken too, and i don't have any stereoset in my room) while i am thinking and writing my thought right now.

This couple week i didn't write any post. I am quite steady and nothing much happened. I just lot thinking bout this life and keep smiling doing everything. I don't want overthink anymore  and just doing.

Yesterday i had a nice dinner with HT. 3 of them are inviting us for their together birthday dinner. I am quite enjoy that time. So long time didn't feel really comfy with them. I mean, i am comfy with all of them these last months, but yesterday is just really back to comfy feeling like when i wrote "HT Rock" post.
I don't know, i should be happy or sad or what, but i can't deny that someone's presence obviously affect me and my secureness feeling. T___T. I don't hate, but maybe when someone is coming, i slowly step back.

I am quite happy this week too, cos i can manage my feeling and control it, not letting my feeling drive myself crazy. Hehe.

Well it just midnight talking. Going to power snooze now. (I am busy playing Sims Free at my gtab now haha)
Following week awaiting for me !! Ciao !

*wrote at Saturday midnight going to Sunday

First Sunday on May

Thanks God for still put this love both in our heart.. Please guide us, bless us, encourage us,and make us complete for each other more and more..

Cos two is stronger than one, especially and just because the two is us..
I love you..

May's Hope

I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so you can learn how to be sincere. Things go wrong, so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies, so you eventually learn to trust the people you can trust, and yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It just means you've decided to look beyond life's imperfections. And no one is perfect, that's why understanding is so important.

My story taught me not to always complain (yeah, even so i'm still complain..) and just work hard if i want something, not blame unhappiness on other people, not blame any failures on other people' fortune, stop being moody and bothering people that i love just to make me comfy. Work harder than anyone else, and .not let fear stop me.

Expect the best, be prepared for the worst, f*ck what other think, and do your own thing.

Just be happy with who we are right now.

Enjoy every little things in life... for one day you'll look back and realize they were big things. Enjoy the sun when it all looks bright and shiny. Enjoy the rain and be prepared with your umbrella. An umbrella can not stop the rain, but it allows us to stand in the rain.

Just like faith in God, it may not remove our trials, but it gives us God's strength to overcome them.

(Some quotes that i got... i rewrite...mix and add with some of my thinking... i think it represent what am i feeling and thinking right now.....)

Bandung Escape : HT n Food

I need sooooo long time to finish this post. Just because i am so lazy to edit some photos.. x_x

I think i'm gonna be a fat one, or even a pig (!!), since i always eat and eat and eat. My activities weren't so busy recently, so i spent my times with watching DVDs, going out, and of course, eating. Especially, last month, when my friends and me -Happy Team- going to Bandung....

There were promo sales for Surabaya-Bandung flight which must be bought at December, and flight around February - April. And that was so cheap. So, last December, we -12 people- already bought the flight tickets for this trip. But, in the end, there were 3 of us can't join the trip, including Hun :'(. Poor Hun, poor me. Then, i have another friend who replace one ticket with his name. So, we started the trip with 10 people.

However, i was so amazed with that number of people joining this trip -10- !! It was surprised that we can go together for a trip with 10 of us together. It almost all of us. We coordinate our trip together, and having fun together for such quite big number of people to be gathered for. Since last time we went together to Bali, Bangkok, Jakarta, maybe just about 6-7 people.

Well, let's our trip begin...

Day 1 -  We purposely manage our trip from Friday - Sunday, to avoid busy working days, so many of us can join this trip. We gathered together at friday noon, waiting for our flight at Juanda Airport hurriedly. But it turns out they delayed our flight for about 1 hour. 

When we came to Bandung, we already booked two cars to pick up us going to Hotel and wherever we want. So, the drivers were waiting for us to pick up us, with hand a paper written there : "HAPPY TEAM"

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Wow... we were surprised... x_x. One of my friend who booked the cars said to them we booked the cars in the name of HT. Haha.. how comes.. But that was a nice greeting to Bandung, since the airport was soooo small.

While some of us check in to the Hotel's room, some of us were waiting at the lobby. And, when we are not doing anything, we used to take a picture. Haha. So, we took some pictures there. Again and again for the next two days (everytime we wait there).

After check in at Hotel. We are going to some cafes at Dago, which one of us said that Dago is quite beautiful place at night. So we go to Sierra. It's nice outdoor cafe which we can see Bandung from to the top. 

Food is quite good, but not the best i think.

Mushroom Cream Soup

It's Late night but we still don't want go back to Hotel, since we just have a very short time in Bandung. Then, someone told us to go to Motzen. That was a beer cafe. It's near Sierra, and same view, we can see Bandung  night light from top. Because its name is beer cafe, so we ordered Beer Tower. Haha. But in the end, no one really want to have it lot.

Apple Struddle which is very very good !!!

Day 2  -  It's quite difficult to sleep in a one standard hotel room within 7 people inside. Even they are 7 GIRLS. Which is so damn loud and very fussy. Plus plus is we are alllll together !!! You can imagine how was the situation. But it's all no matter, since we feel soooooo damn happy.

Today we were planning to go to Tangkuban Perahu and Lembang. A lil late because of the car's problem, but finally we started to Tangkuban Perahu at 10am. So, before that, we took lot pictures again.. Haha..

There are kind of "wayang". Very lot of them displayed at the hotel lobby.

Since we haven't breakfast yet, so we were looking for something to eat, along our way to Tangkuban Perahu. Which we found is the local Bandung's food : Roti Bakar (TOAST) and "Colenak". But, it was super disappointed for us. Call us villagers or maybe Surabaya people is so poor. But we ate Roti Bakar which is sooooooo thin and nothing special for Rp. 25.000,- and it just a small WARUNG. Not even a standard eating place.

Damn !

See how much the price ??

Very thin TOAST !!! so damn common. I also can make this at home

But, when we met our Bandung's friend, he said that near Tangkuban Perahu is maybe already a recreational area, so they raise the price, and that price is quite nor-mal for Bandung or Jakarta people !! Err.....

So, let's not talking anymore about the most expensive toast. We finally arrived at Tangkuban Perahu. It's very nice area actually, but Indonesia always can't preserve their own asset. However, you can see my taken pic below.

We took sooooo much pictures together there. And when i see again just now, i really missed that moment.

Along our way back to Bandung, we stopped at some places. (And again is food place, haha). There was a place sold Milky-Tofu. It looks like common tofu in Indonesia, but inside is very smooth and nice.

Then, next stop, we went to Sapu Lidi (which means broomstick). I wonder maybe this place was built and named during the Harry Potter booming's period. Haha. Look at the S looks like thunder at Harry's forehead. This place looks like eating at the traditional Indonesia's farm. We ate at small gazebo, with no chair. So, we sat at the wooden floor of the gazebo. Food are delicious and very worthed with their unexpensive price. Outside they also sell local snacks.

Next food station, we go to Kampung Daun. This place was so hugeee. You can't call it a restaurant. Just call it a small village, since it's soooo damn large. Its place even has a small river around, and you need to walk through some hills till you can get your table at the top of this location.

Your table is also like a small gazebo, but it feels more natural, seems like a gazebo in a middle of forest. Very nice place. Food is quite so-so. But, it's a lil difficult to call the waiter if you need something.

Last station that night was at Maja House. This one also a good cafe. They also have a hotel and club inside. The hotel looks so nice. They only have 12 rooms, and every rooms has different interior.
Food here is also very delicious. I'm craving now for all the food i ate at Bandung... arghh...
This place i really love is greentea ice cream, with some applechips, which is super super delicious. I wish i could buy the applechip to take home.....

Day 3  -  Time to packing. But nothing to be packed, since we go to Bandung not for shopping, but for eating.

Batagor Kingsley. That was our breakfast menu + Durian Ice Cream. Yummy! I like durian, but i don't really like food which is durian flavor. But this ice cream really nice, so i like it.

Batagor actually is a food, consists for Siomay and Tofu with peanut sauce. It's quite delicious, but not my favourite. I take home for my parents and Hun, they like it so much. I didn't take the picture, but you can go browsing to see how is actually this food looks.

Another food spot we went to before we go home is Primarasa. It was like foodgift center. They sell brownies, banana bolen, and some typical Bandung's snack. We bought quite lot there then what we bought need to be packed in a cartonbox.

Our last journey end in a Hummingbird Cafe. The place was super super cosy. The food were also super super delicious. They mixed the good place with delicious taste and nice appereance of the dining plate. We took a lot pictures also.

This cafe i think is so artistic. Food is also very delicious, and price is so-so. You buy the food including the environment. It realy worthed to eat here. They cook nicely with very nice appereance too, and nice ambience. Good one !

And finally we split into some group, continue our journey each of us. My group were going to airport to take flight back home Surabaya. Some are going to Jakarta, and some are extend in Bandung.

We had last trouble in airport when we want to go back Surabaya, but i'm so tired to write now. I'll write it later in another post.

Maybe we just going out for 2 night 3 days which is sooo damn short and so damn not exclusively nice. Our trip was in very standard class, but i feel so glad we can share our time together. Really. :)

Coming soon next trip... HT...

Just Some Quotes

When you pray for others, God listens to you & blesses them. Other times when you're safe & happy, remember that someone has prayed for you.


The most important lesson from a journey is the journey itself. One day when you've already reach the finish line, you can take a look at your behind, see each lessons you have been through. That was a teacher to made you today. So, enjoy every single moment of your journey. Don't get so easy to give up !!

And this one maybe is an answer to my last post :
When you love unconditionally, it isn’t because the person you love is perfect, it’s because you learn to see an imperfect person perfectly.

(・。・;)

Don't really understand

What is a commitment really meant? What is a willing really meant?  What is a patience really meant?

Her

I don't know if i write this, i am right or not. Maybe people will think i am crazy or selfish or maybe for some eastern people i am insolent. But i really can't stand anymore with HER.

She, i know, try to do all things nice to me. She think about me and my life. She care with me. She want me to be happy, or anything nice things like that. But she forgot how to be a good wife, good mother, and good person.

In the other side, she take control of everything in this house. Still okay if her control is right decision. But, she always made a bad decision. In some cases, i know and i am grateful for everything she did to me. She allow me to go to club, she allow me to go travelling, etc. But, I regret so much that i can't have my own life normally just because of her. 

I can't have my normal house, can't have a normal family, can't have a normal habit, can't choose what job i like, even can't simply choose my own little step. Just because of her. 

I feel like crying when i see how she act to us, how she can be so cruel, so strong, so selfish to this life.

But, i hope, give up is none in my dictionary.

I need to make a clear borderline, how i have to respect her, but she is who she is and i am who i am.

Keep trying..

Keep going..

I can...